The child of regal compact, did I break Your precinct; not a scorner of your sex But venerator, zealous it should be
All that it might be: hear me, for I bear,
Though man, yet human, whatsoe'er your wrongs, From the flaxen curl to the gray lock a life
Less mine than yours: my nurse would tell me of you;
I babbled for you, as babies for the moon,
Vague brightness; when a boy, you stooped to me From all high places, lived in all fair lights, Came in long breezes rapt from inmost south, And blown to inmost north; at eve and dawn With Ida, Ida, Ida, rang the woods;
The leader wild-swan in among the stars
Would clang it, and lapt in wreaths of glow-worm light
The mellow breaker murmured Ida. Now, Because I would have reached you, had you been Sphered up with Cassiopeia, or the enthroned Persephone in Hades, now at length, Those winters of abeyance all worn out, A man I came to see you: but, indeed, Not in this frequence can I lend full tongue, O noble Ida, to those thoughts that wait On you, their centre: let me say but this, That many a famous man and woman, town And landskip, have I heard of, after seen
The dwarfs of presage; though when known, there grew
Another kind of beauty in detail
Made them worth knowing; but in you I found My boyish dream involved and dazzled down And mastered, while that after-beauty makes Such head from act to act, from hour to hour, Within me, that except you slay me here, According to your bitter statute-book, I cannot cease to follow you as they say The seal does music; who desire you more
Than growing boys their manhood; dying lips, With many thousand matters left to do,
The breath of life; oh, more than poor men wealth, Than sick men health-yours, yours, not mine-but half
Without you, with you, whole; and of those halves You worthiest; and howe'er you block and bar Your heart with system out from mine, I hold That it becomes no man to nurse despair, But in the teeth of clenched antagonisms To follow up the worthiest till he die: Yet that I came not all unauthorized, Behold your father's letter."
Kneeling, I gave it, which she caught, and dashed Unopened at her feet: a tide of fierce
Invective seemed to wait behind her lips,
As waits a river level with the dam
Ready to burst and flood the world with foam : And so she would have spoken, but there rose A hubbub in the court of half the maids Gathered together; from the illumined hall Long lanes of splendor slanted o'er a press Of snowy shoulders, thick as herded ewes, And rainbow robes, and gems and gemlike eyes, And gold and golden heads; they to and fro Fluctuated, as flowers in storm, some red, some pale, All open-mouthed, all gazing to the light, Some crying there was an army in the land. And some that men were in the very walls, And some they cared not; till a clamor grew As of a new-world Babel, woman-built, And worse-confounded: high above them stood The placid marble Muses, looking peace.
Not peace, she looked, the Head: but rising up Robed in the long night of her deep hair, so To the open window moved, remaining there
Fixt like a beacon-tower above the waves Of tempest, when the crimson-rolling eye Glares ruin, and the wild birds on the light Dash themselves dead. She stretched her arms and called
Across the tumult, and the tumult fell:
“What fear ye, brawlers? am not I your Head? On me, me, me, the storm first breaks: I dare All these male thunderbolts: what is it ye fear? Peace! there are those to avenge us, and they
If not,―myself were like enough, oh girls, To unfurl the maiden banner of our rights, And clad in iron burst the ranks of war, Or, falling, protomartyr of our cause, Die: yet I blame ye not so much for fear; Six thousand years of fear have made ye that From which I would redeem ye: but for those That stir this hubbub-you and you-I know Your faces there in the crowd-to-morrow morn We hold a great convention: then shall they That love their voices more than duty, learn With whom they deal, dismissed in shame to live No wiser than their mothers, household stuff, Live chattels, mincers of each other's fame, Full of weak poison, turnspits for the clown, The drunkard's football, laughing-stocks of Time, Whose brains are in their hands and in their heels, But fit to flaunt, to dress, to dance, to thrum, To tramp, to scream, to burnish, and to scour, Forever slaves at home and fools abroad!
She, ending, waved her hands: thereat the crowd Muttering, dissolved: then with a smile, that looked A stroke of cruel sunshine on the cliff
When all the glens are drowned in azure gloom Of thunder-shower, she floated to us and said :
“You have done well and like a gentleman, And like a prince: you have our thanks for all: And you look well too in your woman's dress: Well have you done, and like a gentleman. You saved our life: we owe you bitter thanks: Better have died and spilt our bones in the flood-- Then men had said-but now-What hinders me To take such bloody vengeance on you both ?- Yet since our father-Wasps in our good hive, You would-be quenchers of the light to be, Barbarians, grosser than your native bears- O would I had his sceptre for one hour!
You that have dared to break our bound, and gulled Our servants, wronged and lied and thwarted us- I wed with thee! I bound by precontract Your bride, your bondslave! not though all the gold
That veins the world were packed to make your
And every spoken tongue should lord you! Sir, Your falsehood and yourself are hateful to us: I trample on your offers and on you: Begone! we will not look upon you more. Here, push them out at gates!'
In wrath she spake. Then those eight mighty daughters of the plough Bent their broad faces toward us and addressed Their motion: twice I sought to plead my cause, But on my shoulder hung their heavy hands, The weight of destiny: so from her face
They pushed us, down the steps, and through the court,
And with grim laughter thrust us out at gates.
We crossed the street, and gained a petty mound Beyond it, whence we saw the lights and heard The voices murmuring. While I listened came On a sudden the weird seizure and the doubt: I seemed to move among a world of ghosts;
The Princess with her monstrous woman-guard, The jest and earnest working side by side, The cataract, and the tumult, and the kings Were shadows; and the long fantastic night With all its doings had and had not been, And all things were and were not.
This went by As strangely as it came, and on my spirits Settled a gentle cloud of melancholy; Not long; I shook it off; for spite of doubts And sudden ghostly shadowings I was one To whom the touch of all mischance but came As night to him that sitting on a hill
Sees the midsummer, midnight, Norway sun, Set into sunrise: then we moved away.
Thy voice is heard through rolling drums That beat to battle where he stands;
Thy face across his fancy comes,
And gives the battle to his hands: A moment, while the trumpets blow, He sees his brood about thy knee; The next, like fire he meets the foe,
And strikes him dead for thine and thee.
So Lilia sang: we thought her half-possessed, She struck such warbling fury through the words; And, after, feigning pique at what she called The raillery, or grotesque, or false sublime— Like one that wishes at a dance to change The music-clapt her hands and cried for war, Or some grand fight to kill and make an end: And he that next inherited the tale, Half turning to the broken statue, said, "Sir Ralph has got your colors: if I prove Your knight and fight your battle, what for me?" It chanced her empty glove upon the tomb Lay by her like a model of her hand.
She took it and she flung it.
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