" Who took a wife, who reared his race, Whose wrinkles gathered on his face, Whose troubles number with his days: "A life of nothings, nothing-worth, From that first nothing ere his birth To that last nothing under earth !” " These words," I said, “are like the rest, No certain clearness, but at best A vague suspicion of the breast: “But if I grant, thou might'st defend The thesis which thy words intendThat to begin implies to end; " Yet how should I for certain hold, Because my memory is so cold, That I first was in human mould ? “ I cannot make this matter plain, But I would shoot, howe'er in vain, A random arrow from the brain. " It may be that no life is found, Which only to one engine bound Falls off, but cycles always round. “ As old mythologies relate, Some draught of Lethe might await The slipping through from state to state. “ As here we find in trances, men Forget the dream that happens then, Until they fall in trance again. “ So might we, if our state were such As one before, remember much, For those two likes might meet and touch. “ But, if I lapsed from nobler place, “ Some vague emotion of delight In gazing up an Alpine height, Some yearning toward the lamps of night. “ Or if through lower lives I came Though all experience past became Consolidate in mind and frame “I might forget my weaker lot ; For is not our first year forgot ? The haunts of memory echo not. “And men, whose reason long was blind, From cells of madness unconfined, Oft lose whole years of darker mind. “ Much more, if first I floated free, As naked essence, must I be Incompetent of memory : “For memory dealing but with time, And he with matter, could she climb Beyond her own material prime ? “ Moreover, something is or seems, That touches me with mystic gleams, Like glimpses of forgotten dreams “Of something felt, like something here; Of something done, I know not where; Such as no language may declare.” The still voice laughed. “I talk," said he, “Not with thy dreams. Suffice it thee Thy pain is a reality.” “But thou," said I, “hast missed thy mark Who sought'st to wreck my mortal ark, By making all the horizon dark. Why not set forth, if I should do 66 'Tis life, whereof our nerves are scant, O life, not death, for which we pant; More life, and fuller, that I want." I ceased, and sat as one forlorn. Then said the voice, in quiet scorn, “ Behold, it is the Sabbath morn." And I arose, and I released Like softened airs that blowing steal, On to God's house the people prest: One walked between his wife and child, The prudent partner of his blood And in their double love secure, These three made unity so sweet, I blest them, and they wandered on: A second voice was at mine ear, 16 Be of better cheer.” As from some blissful neighborhood, A little hint to solace woe, Like an Æolian harp that wakes Such seemed the whisper at my side: “ What is it thou knowest, sweet voice ?” I cried. “ A hidden hope," the voice replied : So heavenly-toned, that in that hour To feel, although no tongue can prove, And forth into the fields I went, I wondered at the bounteous hours, I wondered, while I paced along: So variously seemed all things wrought, And wherefore rather I made choice THE DAY-DREAM. PROLOGUE 0, LADY FLORA, let me speak : A pleasant hour has past away While, dreaming on your damask cheek, The dewy sister-eyelids lay. As by the lattice you reclined, I went through many wayward moods To see you dreaming--and, behind, A summer crisp with shining woods. And I too dreamed, until at last Across my fancy, brooding warm, The reflex of a legend past, And loosely settled into form. |