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than any we had yet experienced-and I was muffled up warmly, yet I shuddered and shivered, and crept back into my den, cowed by the wild fancies which that midnight scene had summon

Regent's inlet that season, describes a scene | less blank surrounds you! Where is your hope somewhat similar. To us, the sun seemed ten-where is your courage-where is your energy or fifteen times its ordinary size, and of a dark now? It was comparatively a mild night-milder crimson color. A black spot in its centre resembled a hand grasping a dagger, or some other weapon of similar dimensions. From the edge of the sun's disc started forth myriads of daggers in every direction, making the whole look like aned up! enormous asterisk. I can find no other simile. Our men, naturally superstitious, regarded this as an unfavorable omen. Nor were their fears lessened after sunset, when the aurora sprang into life, and gliding through the sky with the rapidity of lightning, left in its track what seemed to us a ghastly array of skeletons, standing out pale and phantom-like from the dark blue clouds in the background, which stretched away toward the north. Grim figures they were, which took every imaginable shape, and seemed always to point threateningly toward our ship, as she lay between two huge masses of ice, frozen up in the bay beneath. More or less impressed with these strange phenomena, we all sought rest that night with drooping spirits. I was suffering great pain, and felt nervous and uneasy; and leaving my companions to sleep, I crawled out through the doorway once more into the open air.

A spectacle of surpassing grandeur-that mass of pale, unearthly light, as it flashed over the vast expanse above, darting from one extent of heaven to the other! Now brooding over the sea-now on the land-settling on the peaks of innumerable hills-as though it would say, See! what an end

November passed, and with it the sun. A long winter and a long night were now to be our portion. But we were not unprepared. Some of our men on their hunting excursions had killed five deer; six seals and one bear had also been shot upon the ice. The skins of these animals proved very serviceable to sleep on. Moreover, fresh meat was not to be despised, although we were not in want, or likely to be in want, of food Cooking was the most difficult of our domestic labors; but when pushed, it is astonishing what apparently insurmountable obstacles can be overcome. We had collected by this time a large store of drift-wood, that we valued more than we should have valued mountains of gold. Searching parties were sent out daily to add to the stock, and though they often returned with a very insignificant piece, and sometimes with none at all, yet we had enough, if used sparingly, to last us during the winter None of course can be discovered at this season, for the little that is scattered along the coast is then covered with eight or ten feet of snow. We used to steep several small pieces in oil, and when well saturated they would burn long enough to answer our purposes.

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The weather continued clear and bright, but the cold was intense, and on New Year's eve the thermometer marked 322 minus. The first day of the year 1830 passed drearily away. On the 3d of January I felt a little anxious about our friends, who had already exceeded their leave of absence. On the 4th, I ascended a hill, distant from our encampment some three or four miles, to see whether they were in sight, but I could discover no trace of them. I had now great mis

along the coast, and at last were forced to give
them up as lost, and return homeward. Their
fate was shrouded in mystery. Had they en-
countered hostile Esquimaux, and been murdered "
Surely twelve Europeans of the reckless bravery
ofour men would have defended themselves against
any odds. Had they wandered north, and been
unable to find their way back to Succor Bay'
Such a supposition was highly improbable; for
the weather during the last three weeks had been
so clear that we might easily have distinguished
their tracks along the snow. Had they died of
hunger, or were they frozen to death upon this
shore, where the wind from the Polar Sea blew
so bitterly? Such questions we asked one an-
other, but none could offer any answer.

We gave up the search, wearied and despond-
ing, and turning homeward, reached our encamp-
ment on the fifteenth. From the summit of the
hill in rear of the bay, we saw the sun for the first
time this year. It was only for a moment that
the upper part of his disc was seen above the ho-

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rizon-a rising and, at the same time, a setting sun. A glorious scene it was! Gorgeous coloring indeed! But what a mockery to us these summer tints, as we contrasted them with the bay , below us, where stood our home. Over it the adjoining hills had cast a gloomy shade; and as we descended into the darkness, it seemed the darkness of despair.

Day after day, week after week, month after month passed away in the same dreary monotony, until summer came round once more, and found us waiting for the ice to break up, and release us from our imprisonment. This hope renewed our energy and revived our drooping spirits. We had spent a great portion of our time during the winter months in hunting; and when June set in we were amply supplied with provisions, and all in very good health. The winter, on the whole, had not been severe; and we expected to be once more upon the water by the end of July. We employed our time now in carefully overhauling the ship. This was satisfactorily concluded by the 20th of June, and on the next day we purposed removing our stores from the snow hut, where they had lain during the previous nine months. The ship's boats were still on the beach, as they were left the season before. With the prospect of a speedy release, our spirits would have been quite restored, could our lost friends have been excluded from our memories forever.

It was our intention, as soon as the sea was sufficiently free from ice, to steer southward for the American shore; and if we found it impossible to coast as far as Behring Straits-a distance of some seven or eight hundred miles-to abandon the ship, and travel by land. The latter scheme was by no means impracticable; for it was well known that there, at least, some tribes of Esquimaux could be found, from whom we might obtain assistance.

On the 30th of June, as I have said, we were seated in our hut, arranging our duties for the next day. The weather had been very mild of late, and the snow was melting rapidly. This evening the thermometer ranged at various periods from plus 30° to 35°. About nine o'clock it commenced blowing rather freshly, but the sky was clear. I went out myself shortly after, and found the wind rising. At midnight it increased to a hurricane. The sky would have been still perfectly clear, were it not for a few scattered clouds driven madly athwart it. How the wind shrieked that night as it careered wildly over the vast area of frozen waters-how it burst ever and anon into our recess, and swept round the bay, howling for escape! Then away again-heaving up large masses of ice in its fury-seeking some object for destruction! The very hills around were trembling to their base. Hark! Louder than the roar of thunder was that crash-the sea

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is loosened from its thralldom-its waves rise up | spot where once had stood my home. How -huge icebergs are hurled one against the other. changed it was! I thought that the mountains Our ship! Our ship! Now perched upon the were all swept away, and the valleys filled up; summit of a rocking berg, she is seen to reel and and stretched out before me was a wide extended stagger to and fro-she disappears-lost to us plain, covered with snow. Far away in the disforever. Our ship! Our ship! Where are our tance rose gigantic rock of granite. It seemed hopes now? of marvelous size, for it towered up to the very heavens. And while I looked and wondered, it began to tremble, and then to rock to and fro, as though shaken by some supernatural power. Presently it heaved convulsively, and I saw that it was moving toward me! It came slowly on— crushing all in its path. Man and beast, animate and inanimate nature were alike leveled before it. Its speed increased as it rolled along. I stood there horrified-awe-struck-witnessing this annihilating and mysterious power. On-on-on it came-faster and faster at every revolutionshaking the earth. It seemed to fill all space, so that there was not a chance of escape. I was

I can not describe the scene-a midnight scene beneath the glare of a meridian sun-a sight seldom witnessed before by man-which the most vivid imagination could not paint. Like feathers blown hither and thither by the wind, those mountains of ice were tossed upon the angry waves. Ocean bursting open its prison-doors-resuming its power-Ocean triumphant. Our small company standing aghast-awe-struck-humbled crushed.

No, not crushed; for we were nerved by despair. Hope had not altogether left us. We had our boats-there was yet a chance of reaching the American coast. We worked day and night en-rooted to the spot, unable to stir. See! Crushed ergetically, arranged the larger one-a whalingboat-and waited impatiently for the ice to clear away. It drifted in large fields for three weeks after the storm. To put to sea during this time would have insured our destruction.

At last, on the 2d of August, Succor Bay was comparatively clear, and we resolved to launch our whaling-boat. Having stowed on board as large a quantity of provisions as it could conveniently hold, we embarked at one P.M., with the wind N.E. by E., and hoisting our solitary sail, bade adieu forever to the spot which had sheltered us during ten long dreary months.

We coasted along the shore, now free from ice, and by eight P.M. reached its southern extremity-the precipitous peak of which I have already spoken. The wind there slackened, and we made but little way during the night, plying at times the oar. Expecting to reach the opposite shore by the third day at furthest, we steered as near as po sible for that point of land which the skipper and I had indistinctly seen from the summit of the Cape-our course being S. W. by S. It was the evening of our second day out. The thermometer marked 5° below the freezing point -the mercury having fallen several degrees during the previous hour. These sudden changes of temperature, as is well known, are quite common in Polar latitudes. I thought this evening that we were in the vicinity of ice, but as the atmosphere was thick and foggy, we were unable to ascertain whether this was or was not the case. The sea, however, was calm, and imagining ourselves near the land, we did not anticipate any danger. Wearied as I was, I stretched myself on some seal skins in the bow of the boat, and there soon forgot recollections of the past, and fears for the future. I slept; and in my sleep there rose up before me a vision, so startling in its semblance of reality, that, though years of excitement, and cares, and troubles have passed away since then, it lives in my memory still, and must live there forever. I dreamed that I had escaped from these ice-bound regions, and after much peril and difficulty had arrived near the

beneath its weight were houses-villages-cities. I looked around wildly-no aid was nigh. I crouched down, and hid my face between my hands in an agony of terror. Again I looked up. Onward, still onward rolled that huge mass-the sun was now on its ridge-now hidden behind it

nearer and nearer it came-enveloped in its shadow, it was almost touching me. Oh, mercy! I shrieked and awoke!

Cowering down in the bottom of the boat were my companions; some on their knees, others helpless with fear. I looked round instinctively for the cause. Great God! save us now! Looming through the dense mist-on either side, and not a dozen yards apart-were two stupendous icebergs, drawn together by an irresistible attraction. I had only time to think an instantaneous prayer when the crash came. I almost felt the grinding together of those two mountains of ice the realization of my dream. I heard with painful distinctness the shrieks of my companions, and then I was in the water, shivering, gasping in its cold depths. I struggled for life

rose to the top-clutched hold desperately of a large floe, clambered up its rugged surface, and there found myself yet alive, only to regret that I had not died with my friends.

How to account for my miraculous escape I know not, unless it be that the boat's bow, in which I was sleeping, projected so that the stern alone, where the men were seated, lay between the bergs when the collision took place.

My hopes of ultimate relief were faint indeed. My only chance was, that, if near the coast, I might possibly reach it on the ice. But what a straw to grasp! Even if I succeeded in this, but failed in discovering Esquimaux, I must perish with hunger. The atmosphere, too, continued thick and foggy, so that I could not see a dozen yards ahead. The floe on which I lay was about four feet square on the top, rising up pyramidically some twelve or fourteen from the water.

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this would have been a relief. Darkness for a short time succeeded the light; then morning came gain, and another day passed, and yet I was not saved. Hunger, which fear had kept aloof, now seized me. I gnawed my seal-skin coat ravenously. My sufferings from thirst were even worse than from hunger. I sucked the ice, but it only excited my cravings. Amidst all this agony, and more-for I was cramped and stiffened with wet and cold-did I yet cling with despairing energy to life. During the night I heard the walruses splashing in the water, and one crawled up the floe, bringing his hideous head so close to mine that I felt his breath upon my cheek. I shrunk from his slimy touch. Day broke mistily as before. My memory becomes dark and clouded now. Madness was at hand. I knew it, and cried aloud for a speedy death. I can remember at that awful moment watching several small pieces of ice with feverish anxiety-it was so curious to see them turn over of their own accord. Was this the beginning of madness? Presently the piece to which I was clinging began to shake and tremble. What! was it about to turn too? As though the last spark of reason flared up to convince me of the fact, I can remember feeling-and oh! with what unutterable

horror-that the spot on which I lay was gradually sinking into the water. As it descended the other side ro.-and so slowly! I can re member crawling mechanically to the upper edge, and finding the ice there as smooth as glassnot a crevice to which I could cling! Thus I remained an instant, but it seemed like years of intense agony. My hold upon the slippery surface becoming feebler and feebler, at last gave way; but I remained in the same position still. I was frozen to the floe!

Many months afterward I learned, for the first time, that I had thus been discovered by a party of Esquimaux, for I was but a short distance from the shore. I was perfectly insensible; and they carried me with them to their rude homes, and there exercised all their simple skill to bring about my recovery. They succeeded in restoring me to life, but for ten mouths I was a raving maniac. During this time they traveled on sledges many hundred miles toward the setting sun, always bringing me with them; but I have no recollection of aught that happened then. I had only an indistinct and dreamy feeling that I was dead, and sent to expiate my sins among fiends who inhabited the regions of eternal snow.

When I recovered my reason, I was on the

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