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'me; but I was, at that time, in an ill state of health; 1 desired her therefore to let me stay with her, till my legacy, which was not to be paid till a year after my father's death, was due; and I then promised to satisfy her for my board; to 'which she readily consented.

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'And now, Madam,' said Mrs. Bennet, sighing, I am going to open to you those matters which lead directly to that great catastrophe of my life, which hath occasioned my giving you this trouble, ' and of trying your patience in this manner.'

Amelia, notwithstanding her impatience, made a very civil answer to this; and then Mrs. Bennet proceeded to relate what is written in the next chapter,

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CHAP. IV.

Farther Continuation.

"THE curate of the parish where my aunt 'dwelt, was a young fellow of about four and twenty. He had been left an orphan in his infancy, and entirely unprovided for; when an uncle had the goodness to take care of his education, both at school and at the university. As the young 'gentleman was intended for the church, his uncle, though he had two daughters of his own, and no very large fortune, purchased for him the next 'presentation of a living of near 2001. a year. The 'incumbent, at the time of the purchase, was under the age of sixty, and in apparent good health; notwithstanding which, he died soon after the bargain, and long before the nephew was capable of orders; so that the uncle was obliged to give the living to a clergyman, to hold it till the young man came of proper age.

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young gentleman had not attained his

proper age of taking orders, when he had the misfortune to lose his uncle and only friend; who Ithinking he had sufficiently provided for his nephew by the purchase of the living, considered him no farther in his will, but divided all the for'tune of which he died possessed, between his two daughters; recommending it to them, however, on his death-bed, to assist their cousin with money sufficient to keep him at the university, till he ⚫ should be capable of ordination.

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But as no appointment of this kind was in the will, the young ladies, who received about 2000 l. each, thought proper to disregard the last words of their father; for, besides that both of them were extremely tenacious of their money, they were great enemies to their cousin, on account of their father's kindness to him; and thought proper to let him know that they thought he had robbed them of too much already.

• The poor young fellow was now greatly distressed; for he had yet above a year to stay at the university, without any visible means of sustaining him* self there.

In this distress, however, he met with a friend, who had the good-nature to lend him the sum of twenty pounds, for which he only accepted his bond for forty, and which was to be paid within a year after his being possessed of his living; that is, within a year after his becoming qualified to hold it.

With this small sum thus hardly obtained, the poor gentleman made a shift to struggle with all difficulties, till he became the due age to take upon himself the character of a deacon. He then repaired to that clergyman, to whom his uncle had given the living upon the conditions above-mentioned, to procure a title to ordination; but this, to his great surprize and mortification, was abso flutely refused him.

The immediate disappointment did not hurt • him so much as the conclusion he drew from it; for he could have but little hopes, that the man 'who could have the cruelty to refuse him a title, would vouchsafe afterwards to deliver up to him · a living of so considerable a value; nor was it 'long before this worthy incumbent told him plainly, that he valued his uncle's favours at too high a rate to part with them to any one; nay, he pre❝tended scruples of conscience, and said, that if he had made any slight promises, which he did not ' not now well remember, they were wicked and void; that he looked upon himself as married to his parish, and he could no more give it up, than he 'could give up his wife without sin.

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The poor young fellow was now obliged to seek 'farther for a title, which, at length, he obtained ⚫ from the rector of the parish where my aunt lived.

'He had not long been settled in the curacy, before an intimate acquaintance grew between ' him and my aunt; for she was a great admirer of the clergy, and used frequently to say they were the only conversible creatures in the country.

The first time she was in this gentleman's company was at a neighbour's christening, where she ❝stood godmother. Here she displayed her whole little stock of knowledge, in order to captivate Mr. Bennet (I suppose, Madam, you already guess that to have been his name) and before they parted, gave him a very strong invitation to her house.

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Not a word passed at this christening between 'Mr. Bennet and myself; but our eyes were not 'unemployed. Here, Madam, I first felt a pleasing kind of confusion, which I know not how to de⚫scribe. I felt a kind of uneasiness; yet did not 'wish to be without it. I longed to be alone; yet 'dreaded the hour of parting. I could not keep ! my eyes off from the object which caused my con

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fusion, and which I was at once afraid of and • enamoured with.-But why do I attempt to describe my situation to one who must, I am sure, have felt the same?'

Amelia smiled, and Mrs. Bennet went on thus: 'O, Mrs. Booth! had you seen the person of whom I am now speaking, you would not condemn the suddenness of my love. Nay, indeed, I had seen 'him there before, though this was the first time I had ever heard the music of his voice.-Oh! it 'was the sweetest that was ever heard.

• Mr. Bennet came to visit my aunt the very next day. She imputed this respectful haste to the 'powerful charms of her understanding, and resolved to lose no opportunity in improving the ' opinion which, she imagined, he had conceived of her. She became by this desire quite ridiculous, and ran into absurdities and a gallimatias scarce • credible.

Mr. Bennet, as I afterwards found, saw her in the same light with myself; but as he was a very sensible and well-bred man, he so well concealed ⚫ his opinion from us both, that I was almost angry,. and she was pleased even to raptures, declaring • herself charmed with his understanding, though, indeed, he had said very little; but I believe he heard himself into her good opinion, while he gazed himself into love.

The two first visits which Mr. Bennet made to my aunt, though I was in the room all the time, I never spoke a word; but on the third, on some argument which arose between them, Mr. Bennet referred himself to me. I took his side of the question, as indeed I must to have done justice, and repeated two or three words of Latin. My 'aunt reddened at this, and expressed great disdain of my opinion, declaring, she was astonished that a man of Mr. Bennet's understanding could appeal to the judgment of a silly girl: "Is she," said my

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aunt, bridling herself, " fit to decide between us ?" Mr. Bennet spoke very favourably of what I had 'said; upon which my aunt burst almost into a 'rage, treated me with downright scurrility, called me conceited fool, abused my poor father for having taught me Latin, which, she said, had 'made me a downright coxcomb, and made me prefer myself to those who were a hundred times my superiors in knowledge. She then fell foul on the learned languages, declaring they were totally useless, and concluded that she had read all ' that was worth reading, though, she thanked hea'ven, she understood no language but her own.

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'Before the end of this visit, Mr. Bennet recon→ 'ciled himself very well to my aunt, which, indeed, ' was no difficult task for him to accomplish; but 'from that hour she conceived a hatred and rancour towards me, which I could never appease.

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My aunt had, from my first coming into her 'house, expressed great dislike to my learning. In plain truth, she envied me that advantage. This envy I had long ago discovered; and had taken great pains to smother it, carefully avoiding ever to mention a Latin word in her presence, and always submitting to her authority; for indeed I despised her ignorance too much to dispute with 'her. By these means I had pretty well succeeded, and we lived tolerably together; but the affront 'paid to her understanding by Mr. Bennet in my 'favour, was an injury never to be forgiven to me. She took me severely to task that very evening, and reminded me of going to service, in such ⚫ earnest terms, as almost amounted to literally turning me out of doors; advising me, in the most insulting manner, to keep my Latin to myself; which, she said, was useless to any one; but ridiculous, when pretended to by a servant.

The next visit Mr. Bennet made at our house, I was not suffered to be present. This was much

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