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to shrink from the bitter cup, yea, at seasons to sink under it, yet in a firm belief that her day's work was done, and her redemption sealed, I have at times been favoured to feel a degree of humble resignation, and to bless the holy hand that both gave, and has taken away; attended with a secret animating hope, that I may ere long be mercifully permitted to rejoin her spirit in the peaceful abodes of unalloyed harmony and bliss.

"She had for a considerable time been in a debilitated state, but there appeared no alarming symptoms till about the middle of the Third Month, 1805, when her complaints increasing, myself and her other friends became very anxious about her, and we prevailed on her to go over to Staines, and consult her brother William Tothill. She set out, accompanied by her brother Kidd, on First-day morn, taking a most affectionate farewel of me, though I believe we neither of us believed it would be the last embrace; but so it proved. For though the medicines seemed to take the desired effect, and on the following Sixth-day, she *A medical man.

appeared rather better, had walked in the garden, and next morning spoke cheerfully to her friend Sybilla Turnour* (who had kindly gone over to see her, and lodged with her); yet, as her friend was getting up, she thought she heard her make an uncommon noise in her throat, ran to her, and called her brother, who came immediately, and had just raised her in his arms, when, alas! she breathed her last in the easiest and quietest manner, without one struggle.

"Her remains were brought to Godalming, and solemnly interred in our burying ground the 30th of Third month, 1805, attended by a respectful number of her friends and neighbours: aged forty-five years.

“And now, that her beloved nephews and nieces, who revered her living, and lamented her dead, and for whose welfare in the most important concern she was earnestly exercised, may rememember the advice she has bestowed on them, and the example she has set them of submitting to the cross; that, like her, they may become useful in their lives, and close their days in perfect peace, is the ardent desire of

S. WARING." *See Third month, 1805,

ADVERTISEMENT.

THOUGH this is called, and not wholly without propriety, a Diary, the reader may at once perceive that the memorandums presented to his notice are not those of every day. The relation who first transcribed them, aware of the character of sameness already hinted at, suppressed the remarks of many days, which differed in nothing or little from those which remain; and also others, where family occurrences were detailed in a manner not necessary to be published. Successive revisions of every remaining part have occasioned some further dimi. nution; most of the verbal inaccuracies, which were likely to slip into remarks incidentally made, have been rectified; some few redundancies of expression retrenched; and the texts of Scripture, which are here and there introduced, probably only from memory, generally inserted as they stand in the Bible.

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