My pride was humbled, and I hung my head, Where Jesus died to ransom all his sheep, For through his blood salvation is complete. 27 Since God has thus been pleas'd to make me poor, He's often brought me nearer to his door, Now all my self-sufficiency is gone, I only have my God to rest upon. 28 For when I thought my mountain stood unshaken, How soon, alas! I found myself mistaken, "Twas self I trusted in, and not my God, Because he lov'd me he has sent the rod. 29 Now, bless his name, I'm brought to live on him, I'm made to feel the sad effects of sin, Ten thousand times I've run away from God, He fetch'd me back, but with a Father's rod. 30 Now my proud heart is humbled in the dust, 'Tis on his grace alone I dare to trust, He overrules my sorrows and my cares, Watches my steps, and numbers all my hairs. 31 For when he made his providence to smile, I boasted in my corn, and wine, and oil, But never saw the blessed hand that gave it, My Father saw it best I should not have it. 32 'Twas what my Father gave he took away, On him I wish to trust from day to day, And when in trouble on my God I'll call, I found not him until I lost my all. 33 He casteth down, but he lifts up again, The losses I have had were not in vain, 'Till then I was a poor self-righteous fool, Till I was brought to tribulation's school. 34 Till then I never knew the plague of sin, I never felt the cursed thing within, br. I thought I'd been a christian many years, But now I know 'tis not my pray'rs or tears, 36 But now the Lord has taught my soul the way, 'Tis not because I either fast or pray, I have no hand in what the Lord has done, 39 I thought there must be merit in my pray'rs, I thought for my repentance God would save. 40 Now God the Holy Ghost has taught me better, 'I've often been distress'd but knew not what's the matter, Until I saw my Surety God the Son, In whom he view'd me sav'd ere time begun. 41 This is the record God himself hath given, That life eternal is the gift of heaven, To save God's chosen ones, and not one more, 42 He gives them grace to pray for what they have, 43 Jehovah ever fix'd upon his plan, And angels wonder at his love for man, Some laugh and jeer, some call me Antinomian, 46 Ye are complete in Him, God's word says so, If Christ has paid my debt, I must be free, And that was done completely on the tree. 47 If Jesus died, it was that man might live, And God is just the sinner to forgive, For Christ paid all the debt, or none at all, Christ knew the whole amount before the fall. 48 A man that's not in debt dreads no arrest, Ten thousand magistrates can't break his rest, He knows his debts were paid when Jesus died. 49 Some say this is an Antinomian plan, To own salvation free, then I'm the man, Though lost in Adam, I was sav'd before, Sav'd in the man whom heav'n and earth adore. 50 Sav'd in this way, Jehovah had decreed, Christ was arrested that I might be freed; He laid in prison, but he burst the tomb, He seal'd the bond with blood and then went home. 51 This was the work he did, to make complete Salvation for Jehovah's chosen sheep; This is the news my soul rejoice to tell, 52 Self-righteous pharisees may call me Fool, It shews mens' debts immense, and that is all, For Christ and all his chosen are but one. I live, and act, and move, just as he please. 57 That I should live beyond my three score years, That I should feel ten thousand doubts and fears, That I should be sometimes a happy man, That I should mourn and weep, was in the plan. 58 Caress'd by some, by others I'm contemn'd, By pharisees I'm utterly condemn'd, The Arians and Socinians hate my creed, For they despise the Man who deign'd to bleed. 59 They cannot in atoning blood rejoice, They cannot love the people of his choice, Who laid the plan before the birth of time, 61 If God should spare me through another year, For Paul was kept by grace, so all the sheep, They all must stand whom God engage to keep. 64 But of myself I'm poor and helpless still, Without my God I've neither pow'r nor will, He draws me by his grace, then I can run, 'Tis he maintains the work he has begun. 65 And since the Lord began that work in me, Ten thousand times I've prov'd salvation free, How oft my stock of grace has all run out, And I a slave in bondage, fear, and doubt. 66 Some talk of nature being sanctified, Whoever say so never have been tried, I am by nature still both vile and base, There's nothing conquers nature but free gracė, 67 But some there are who offer Christ to all, And say, Dead sinners should obey the call, 68 But some, more modest, try to mend the matter, |