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disappointment to me, the preacher
never, in all his sermon, introduced
that name which is beloved to poor
sinners, Jesus Christ, until the con-
clusion of his discourse, and then he
said, “And now may the grace of
our Lord Jesus Christ, and the love
of God, and the fellowship of the
Holy Ghost, be with you all. Amen."
There were then present fourteen
ministers, one of whom was Mr.
of P Street, who soon
after died. Some time after that Row-
land Hill preached at the Academy
Chapel; I was not present, yet a friend
of mine was, and took great trouble
to convince me, that Huntington was
any thing but a minister of Christ,
he belaboured me with Rowland
Hill's cudgel, as he knew I leaned
towards the coalheaver, but in process
of time, I went with this friend to
hear himself preach at the Artillery
Chapel, and when over I walked
home with him, and then I took up
the cudgels and shewed him that his
ministry was as the wind, as a tink.
ling sound, to that of the despised
coalheaver; I was strong in the faith,
and enabled to prove from what he
had advanced that he knew not the
way of life, the consequence was he
walked no more with me, I offered
him his books to read, but no, he
never had read any, and never would,
it was enough to be disgusted with
what he had heard minsters say of
him, without being disgusted with
reading his books. Soon after this
one of those ministers was charged
with three great crimes, the others
met at a tavern to settle it, they then
fell out, and from that time I never
again heard of the Evangelical Asso-
ciation.

I do not expect that any minister before Mr. H. was ever led to explain the law and the gospel so clearly, and to expound and open up the viith chap. of Romans, and the Galatians, and other parts of the word, that speak of the law as he was, and

because he ascribed the glory to God, as a God of proivdence, and cut at the universal charity of fallen man, exposed Arminian pride, Arian, and Socinian errors, and would have no confederacy with those who only sought the praise of men, therefore his name and his work, was by them cast out as evil, they watched to catch him, to expose him to the world, both from the pulpit and from the press, which was the cause of his publishing so many books in defence of the gospel, his ministry and character, which in his day were made so useful to

expose the errors that abounded; but now there is no such a champion to stand forth and to collar those errors from the press, the few that have light and strength for this work are so crippled in their temporal concerns that they have not the power to buy the publications that the enemy sends forth, nor means to answer them, therefore these authors range through the country as the Philistines did through the holy land, when Israel had no power to oppose them; the most we now have is confined within the walls of a few chapels.

In reading the sermon preached on opening the New Chapel I was refreshed, in remembering that circumstance, when such a numerous assembly broke forth in singing the first hymn, that was sung there in public, which was the five last verses of the hundred and thirty second psalm,

"Arise O King of grace arise,
And enter to thy rest."

The sensation was so great that I
wept during the singing, and which
continued during his first
prayer,
with a continual overpowering of love
and gratitude to the great master of
assemblies. I have many times
thought since if the bursting forth of
the church below, in the praises of
God, can have such an effect on

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My very dear and respected Friend

Will, I have no doubt, pardon my apparent neglect of his kind and affectionate letter; I assure you it is not that you have been forgotten by me, for I know scarcely an individual the recollection of whom gives me equal pleasure. As I consider myself indebted to you instrumentally in making many things clear to my mind at a time when much exercised with things of infinite importance. I now look back with pleasure on the time I tarried in Yeovil, the place where the Lord in his mercy led me to "search the scriptures," to distinguish between truth and error, and light and darkness, so that I was led to acknowledge the justice of God in acting in accordance with his will in the armies of heaven, and amongst the inhabitants of the earth; however men may oppose his sovereignty, the truth must stand, "he will have mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." This is truly humbling to proud nature, and I cannot believe it possible for any in sincerity and truth, without the enmity of his carnal mind being subdued by God the Holy Ghost, to bow to the divine sovereignty, and say, "thy will be done." Oh, nothing but free and distinguishing grace can soften the heart, and lead us to see a preciousness in the Lord Jesus, and to behold him as "the chiefest among ten thousand, yea, altogether lovely."

Oh, for grace to feel after the blessed
Jesus, to realise more of that soul-
melting, sin-subduing, and God-glo-
rifying experience, leading us up under
the gracious anointings of the Holy
Ghost to the electing love of God the
Father, the redeeming love and blood
of the Son, and into his own blessed,
humbling, witnessing, sealing power.
There are times when I can pour out
my soul before him, and hold com-
munion with the blessed Three, but
(oh that but) there are others of
much longer duration, to my sorrow,
when my heart seems as hard as an
adamant, without a single good de-
sire; the Bible a sealed book, the
throne of grace forsaken, and my past
experience appears as a blank. Oh,
the depravity of human nature.
did imagine at one time that I should
get better, but I now find (whatever
Arminians say to the contrary) that
in me, that is, in my flesh, dwelleth
no good thing.

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I shall never forget while my senses are spared me, a sermon preached by you, at a time when I was deploring the carnality of my nature, and wondering that I did not make greater advances in christian perfection, as it is called, from these words,

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Slay them not, lest my people forget," in which sermon you were enabled very blessedly to set forth the two natures, which keep up a continual warfare; and you remarked that a child of God when first brought into spiritual liberty, in the days of his first love, imagined that the Canaanites, were slain. Oh no, you said they are only knocked on the head, or as it were stunned for a season. I have

experienced the truth of the assertion,

so that there have been seasons when I have feelingly known that, that which is born of the flesh is flesh, but may we be enabled to rejoice, that notwithstanding all our sin, depravity and hard heartedness, our God changeth not: with him there is no varibleness nor shadow of turning.

I am truly glad to hear that the would-be great men are removed, and that you go on more comfortably. I sincerely hope that your ministry may be more and more blessed, and that you may be the means of bringing many a dear vessel of mercy into the knowledge of the truth. May your ministry be a savour of life unto life to many a sheep redeemed by blood; and the Lord grant you a sweet enjoyment of the truth you set forth in your own soul.

I wish heartily I had now the privilege I once had of hearing you from sabbath to sabbath; it is only when an individual is debarred hear ing a faithful experimental preacher that he can set a proper value on the ministry of a person raised up by God, to separate the precious from the vile. I hope at no distant period I shall have the pleasure of seeing you. I must now conclude, praying that the Spirit of Christ may dwell richly in you, is the sincere desire of your admiring friend,

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Jesus Christ will not break the bruised reed, because a contrite heart is his sacrifice. A bruised spirit sends forth tears, which are as precious wine. A bruised soul is big with holy desires, yea, is sick of love; therefore if a bruised reed hath such virtue in it, Christ will not break it; no spices when they are bruised, are so fragant to us, as a contrite spirit is to God.

The bruised reed shall not be broken, because it doth so nearly resemble Christ: Jesus Christ was once bruised on the cross. It pleased the Lord to bruise him, his hands and feet were bruised with the nails; his ́side was bruised with the spear. bruised reed, resembles a bruised Saviour; nay a bruised reed is a member of Christ, which though it be weak, Christ will not cut off, but cherish so much the more.

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Will not Christ break the bruised reed? This tacitly implies he will break unbruised reeds, such as were never touched with trouble of spirit, but live and die in impenitentcy; these are hard reeds, or rather rocks. Christ will not break a bruised reed, but he will break an hard reed. Many know not what it is to be bruised reeds; they are bruised outwardly by affliction, but they are not bruised for sin, they never knew what the pangs of the new birth meant. You shall hear some thank God they were always quiet, they never had any great anxiety of spirit, these bless God for the greatest curse. Such as are not bruised penitentially shall be broken judicially, they whose hearts would not break for sin shall break with despair; in hell there is nothing to be seen but an heap of stones and an hammer; an heap of stones, that is, hard hearts; and an hammer, that is, God's power and justice breaking them in pieces.

Will not Christ break a bruised reed? See then the gracious disposition of Jesus Christ, he is full of clemency and sympathy; though he may bruise the soul for sin he will not break it.

The surgeon may lance the body and make it bleed, but he will bind up the wound; as Christ hath beams of majesty, so bowels of mercy: Christ gives the lion in his escutcheon, and the lamb; the lion, in respect of his fierceness to the wicked, and the lamb in respect of his mildness to his people; his name is Jesus, a Saviour, and his office is an healer. Christ made a a plaister of his own blood to heal a broken heart: Christ is the quintessence of love. One saith, it if the sweetness of all flowers were in one flower, how sweet would that flower be? How full of mercy Christ, in whom all mercy meets. Christ hath a skilful hand, and a tender heart: He will not break a bruised reed.

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POETRY.

A FEW OF MY WANTS.

I want to know that thou hast chosen me,
I want thy glorious face to see,
I want to feel thy glories shine,
I want to say this God is mine,

I want to know that Jesus died for me,
I want to feel my soul set free,

I want to trinmph in thy boundless grace,
I want to feel the shining of thy lovely face,
I want to love the Saviour's precious name,
I want to spread abroad his glorious fame,
I want to live above the world and sin
I want to feel thy reigning grace within,
I want directions in the way,
I want upholding all the day,
I want to feed on love divine,
I want to walk in thy sunshine,
I want thy righteousness and blood,
I want to bathe in Calvary's flood,
I want to have my garments clean,
I want to feed in pastures green,
I want to run the christian race,
I want the aid of Jesus' grace,

I want to feel his love's constraining power,
I want his presence every hour,

I want to feel my doubts remove,

I want the sealing of the Spirit's love,

I want to feel my faith more strong,

I want to make thy love my song,
I want more liberty in prayer,

I want thy charming voice to hear,
I want in Jesus to rejoice,

I want to make his ways my choice,
I want to credit what the Saviour saith,
I want to live a life of faith,

I want to trust my soul in Jesus' hands,
I want to walk in his commands.
I want to feel his love revealed,
I want to have my spirit healed,
I want to know more of his word,
I want to live upon the Lord,
I want to count my gain my loss,
I want to glory in the cross.
I want to feel his blood applied

I want to shelter in his wounded side.
I want to read my title clear,

I want the joys of heaven while here.
I want to feel the Saviour's love,
I want the earnest of the joys above,

I want more than I can express,

I want to feel my faith and love increase,

I want the precious corner stone,

I want to build my hopes thereon,

All that I want is to be found,
In him who is with glory crowned,
Oh may these wants be all supplied,
Through him who on mount Calvary died,
That may dwell before his throne,
Where want can never more be known.
A COUNTRY MINISTER.

THE HIDINGS OF GOD'S FACE.

Alas when Jesus hides his face,
What can a sinner do?
Distressing thoughts perplex my mind,
And Satan tempts me too.

Then I in vain for comfort seek, From God's most holy word, For that seems as a sealed book. Without the power of God.

I go unto a throne of grace,
But find no comfort there,
And with my burden come away,
I'm almost in despair.

Then Satan tempts me to believe, That God forbears to hear, Because I'm not a chosen sheep,

He disregards my prayer.

He says of sinners I am chief,
My crimes of deepest hue,
And to my grief and shame I own,
This heavy charge quite true.

But still to mercy's door I'll go,

And seek till I obtain,

I'll plead the precious blood of him, Who was for sinners slain.

And that shall be only plea,
Because it cannot fail,

It pardons sinners vile as me,
And says I shall prevail.

MARY.

"Who am I, O Lord God, and what is my house, that thou hast brought me hitherto."-2 Samuel vii. 18.

Lord what 's my house, or who am I,
That thou should'st watch with tender care,

And often be so very nigh,
To listen to my feeble prayer?

Dear Lord, thou hast been good to me,
And shewed my ruined state and loss,
Then led by faith to Calvary's tree,
To view my interest in thy cross.

What shall I render unto thee,
For thy great love to one so base,

Oh may I ever thankful be,

And sound aloud thy matchless grace.

Thou brought'st me young in years to know,
My righteousness was dung and dross,
Christ's as my own thou didst me show,
Which made me see my own was loss.

How often hast thou cheered my heart,
And warmed it with thy love divine,
Which caused me from the world to part,
And wish to live with thee and thine.

My heart is sometimes set on fire,
So that I long with thee to reign;
My thoughts to things above aspire,
Nor wish from thee to rove again.

But now alas I seem as dead,
And feel so little love to thee,
Oh feed me with thy living bread,
And in thy ways, Lord, quicken me.

O feed me on the coming day,
And let thy house a Bethel prove,
Grant me a blessing on my way,
And make me joyful in thy love.

Attend the word with thine own power,
And bless with favours from on high,
And give me faith in every hour,
To come and Abba Father cry.

ANN.

"The joy of salvation.-Ps. li. 12.

Hail happy saints of God,

By his blest truth imprest;

Who here oft feel his rod,

But in him find your rest, The joy of his salvation proves, That he for ever firmly loves.

How blessed is your lot,

To feast on Jesus' love;
To know you're not forgot,

But feel you 're drawn above;
In his salvation to rejoice,
And hear his ever gracious voice.

How great the joy on earth,
Salvation brings to you;
Blest by a heavenly birth,

You heavenly comforts know:

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Free is the grace which flows to sinful man,
Redeeming love, who shall thy wonders scan?
E'en angels leave their bright abodes on high,
Desire to look, and all its mysteries pry,
Emmanuel's love, what wonders hath it done?
Recite the same, you whom his love bath won,
Its length, its breadth, its height no one can tell,
Christ my dear Lord, he doeth all things well,
Knowledge of him doth all things here excel.

Salvation how melodious is the sound,
It is a charming theme on Zion's ground,
Life, everlasting life, from Christ doth flow,
Virtue and love, yea, all I want below,
Exhaustless riches in my Lord doth dwell,
Riches immense which doth this world excel.
Brighton.

AN ACCROSTIC.

Ebenezer glorious sound,
Blessed name, may you it know;
Ebenezer should resound,

Now through all the saints below.
Ebenezer is the song,
Zion's children often sing;
Ebenezer let thy tongue,

Raise the voice to Zion's king.

Christ hath help'd you hitherto,
Raise the song to him above,
Of him sing, his wonders shew,
Know that Jesus' name is love,
Endless praises to his name,
Raise thy voice to him again.

ZOAR.

J, T.

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