What! is not this my place of strength,” she said, My spacious mansion built for me, Since my first memory?” But in dark corners of her palace stood Uncertain shapes ; and unawares And horrible nightmares, And hollow shades enclosing hearts of flame, And, with dim fretted foreheads all, That stood against the wall. 1 A spot of dull stagnation, without light Or power of movement, seen’d my soul, Mid onward-sloping motions infinite Making for one sure goal. 1 A still salt pool, lock'd in with bars of sand; Left on the shore; that hears all night Their moon-led waters white. A star that with the choral starry dance Join'd not, but stood, and standing saw The hollow orb of moving Circumstance Roll’d round by one fix'd law. Back on herself her serpent pride had curl’d. " No voice," she shriek'd in that lone hall, " No voice breaks thro' the stillness of this world. One deep, deep silence all !” She, mouldering with the dull earth's mouldering sod, Inwrapt tenfold in slothful shame, Lay there exiled from eternal God, Lost to her place and name ; And death and life she hated equally And nothing saw, for her despair, But dreadful time, dreadful eternity, No comfort anywhere; Remaining utterly confused with fears, And ever worse with growing time, And ever unrelieved by dismal tears, And all alone in crime: Shut up as in a crumbling tomb, girt round With blackness as a solid wall, Of human footsteps fall. As in strange lands a traveller walking slow, In doubt and great perplexity, Moan of an unknown sea ; And knows not if it be thunder or a sound Of rocks thrown down, or one deep cry. Of great wild beasts; then thinketh, “ I have found A new land, but I die.” She howld aloud, " I am on fire within. There comes no murmur of reply. What is it that will take away my sin, And save me lest I die ?” So when four years were wholly finished, She threw her royal robes away. " Where I may mourn and pray. " Yet pull not down my palace-towers, that are So lightly, beautifully built: When I have purged my guilt.” LADY CLARA VERE DE VERE. LADY Clara Vere de Vere, Of me you shall not win renown: For pastime, ere you went to town. saw the snare, and I retired : The daughter of a hundred Earls, You are not one to be desired. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, I know you proud to bear your name, Your pride is yet no mate for mine, Too proud to care from whence I came. Nor would I break for your sweet sake A heart that doats on truer charins. A simple maiden in her flower Is worth a hundred coats-of-arms. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, Some meeker pupil you must find, For were you queen of all that is, I could not stoop to such a mind. You sought to prove how I could love, And my disdain is my reply. The lion on your old stone gates Is not more cold to you than I. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, You put strange memories in my head. Not thrice your branching limes have blown Since I beheld young Laurence dearl. Oh your sweet eyes, your low replies : A great enchantress you may be ; But there was that across his throat Which you had hardly cared to see. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, When thus he met his mother's view, She had the passions of her kind, She spake some certain truths of you. Indeed I heard one bitter word That scarce is fit for you to hear; Her manners had not that repose Which stamps the caste of Vere de Vere. Lady Clara Vere de Vere, There stands a spectre in your hall: The guilt of blood is at your door: You changed a wholesome heart to gall. You held your course without remorse, To make him trust his modest worth, And, last, you fix'd a vacant stare, And slew him with your noble birth. Trust me, Clara Vere de Vere, blue heavens above us bent The grand old gardener and his wife Smile at the claims of long descent. Howe'er it be, it seems to me, "T is only noble to be good. Kind hearts are more than coronets, And simple faith than Norman blood. I know you, Clara Vere de Vere: You pine among your halls and towers : Is wearied of the rolling hours. But sickening of a vague disease, You needs must play such pranks as these. Clara, Clara Vere de Vere, If Time be heavy on your hands, Are there no beggars at your gate, Nor any poor about your lands? Oh! teach the orphan-boy to read, Or teach the orphan-girl to sew, Pray Heaven for a human heart, And let the foolish yeoman go. You must wake and call me early, call me early, mother dear; To-morrow 'ill be the happiest time of all the glad New year; Of all the glad New-year, mother, the maddest merriest day; For I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be Queen o'the May. There's many a black black eye, they say, but none so bright as mine; There's Margaret and Mary, there 's Kate and Caroline : But none so fair as little Alice in all the land they say, So I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be Queen o the May. I sleep so sound all night, mother, that I shall never wake, If you do not call me loud when the day begins to break: But I must gather knots of flowers, and buds and garlands gay, For I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be Queen o' the May. As I came up the valley whom think ye should I see, day, But I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be Queen o' the May |